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From: Rashid Alhussain wrote to Julian
Date: 10/17/02
Time: 11:01:13 PM
Remote Name: 66.38.184.111
Julian, 23 Sept 2002
I am in trouble. I doubt my group came to know my mind has changed. But I believe my decision of accepting Jesus is right. I got many mails from christian brothers and sisters. Before viewing each mails I thought you are scolding and cursing me with mere words of hate for what I have done against christians. But I never saw one like that. Not even one asked me why had I done all those. Each mail was covered with sincere love and affection. For me it is a new experience. I am not turning back whatever happened. Our supreme commander may avoid me and reshuffle the group. If so they will give you more harm than before. I may not be seen on the earth. Some of you may suspect me. Quiet natural. I deserve it. I am 26 years of old. Not married. I have no worries about a family. If God allows me to live I shall be his witness. If not I will consider it as an earthly punishment. I have a hope. A blessed hope on eternity. My soul will be with God in Heaven. We shall meet there. Pray for me. Thank you for all of your heartfull love. Thank God for your prayers. Rashid AlHussain hussain_alrafeeqi@yahoo.com